
Soooo, hi everyone. How are y'all? Life has been hectic. I haven't been posting the way I like to be. Sometimes life gets in the way... but hey, ya roll with what happens. I'm currently in Florida working for a Ren Faire, so that's been pretty great. The beach is nice while the rest of the country's been freezing over.
Outside of that, I've really been digging releases from the Different Drumz label. It's a lot of ambient jungle/liquid DnB that's been soundtracking the drive south through dense mountains and coastal forests that's great for discussing your dreams and unfolding why you see the world the way you do. Few things really heal the soul the way life on the road does- the endless miles in front of you are just amazing for talking through your trauma and unfolding why things didn't work out.
I've really been trying to work on why my old life never worked out- The endless hours for vacations that never came to impress "friends" on social media who never gave a shit about you and disappeared as soon as you needed real help. I set a goal (Inspired by Xavier) to be better, not bitter. Life's too short and there's too much out there to sit down in the dumps, being miserable and resentful. I felt like that's who I'd become since the plague hit- Still caught up on old friends who I'd fallen out with when I really should have been out there in the wild, forging new relationships. Living my truth.
The world can be a cruel and unforgiving place, but it can also be kind and accepting and loving. I'ts cliche, but I knew inside that as soon as I got on the road, it was the life I was supposed to be a part of. Too much stuff weighs you down, and I'm happier sourcing endless adventure than I am dying the slow rot of the nine to five.It's not perfect- there's a lot of difficulty and stress- but it's far more satisfying for me. I feel alive in a way I never dreamed I could. If you're on the edge, lemme say- life is out there, waiting to be lived. Don't sit around all day making excuses and then realize on your deathbed you could've done what you always fantasized about doing.
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