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I don't know what the fuck I'm doing

I don't know where my life is going

I do know it scares the fuck out of me

I do know I have to press on

 

I don't know what the future holds

I hate the things I can't control

I don't know which direction to go

I don't know where the fuck is home


I don't know if

I'm hated or loved

If I'm too much

Or not enough

 

Feels like I tried

1 million times

Feels like I died..., and

Was supposed to say it's fine

 

Don't know if it's you

Or if it's me

If I should stop

Or set myself free

 

Lock my self up

In-side a cage

Or get my ass

Back out on stage

 

Fuck all the past

I move on now

Can't see the way

Do it somehow

 

With all the bridges

That I have burned

Yet for some reason

I still return

 

Time again and again

I'm asking why

Should I give up

Or drown, or lie?

 

Time again

I ask you why

Should I give up

Or drown and lie 


I can't abandon

What I hold dear

So I must push on

Through all the fear


(P.S. GothsLuvTrance is back this Monday on The Music Galaxy Radio. You should really tune in, it's gonna be fire af.)

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